prodigy and psychotic go hand in hand.

lets start from the begining. bethoven. first of all, pretty sure he was gay. brilliant music, in reality, everyone probly thought he was crasyy. musicians/artists/brilliant scientists/inventors have to be somewhat insane i think. either be trippin out of drugs constantly or just straight up weird. well... lets just say i know someone who is an absolute musical mastermind. he's one of those people that hears things differently than most people do. his musical mind capacity is endless. it amazes me. and he's so good with words, it's insane. but he is.. uhh.... insane. like in every way possible. aside frombeing gay. when someone starts using his own song lyrics in a conversation to express the way he's feeling, there's reason to be concerned. it's just weird. and it makes me think, is mayday parade in real life like that? does alex gasgart (spellingg?) have no friends in real life? it would make sense. i always thought about the boys taylor swift writes songs about... like, be prepaped boys, one mess up and you're the new #3 on itunes. well when i hang around this unnamed boy, i feel like im the next addition to the pure volume music database. it's a scary feeling. especially when after you say something, he says, that would go perfectly in this song im working on. ummm..... what. get a life, stop being depressed, stop smoking hfigjkjhrhhhd (that refers to whatever the heck kids are smoking these days) and grow up. poor brilliant musicians.