the past 2 weeks in a nutshell.

oh hello long forgotten blog. so since we have last spoken, life has been typical. ya know, gorgeous boys who are jerks, gorgeous boys who aren't interested in me, lack of money and clothing options, friends overdosing and in and out of icu/rehab... life's just fun. to go into more detail, cj has a thing with my really good friend kacie over winter break. then he crushes her soul and decides to come to my ward and visit me and ask me on a date. ummm yeah turned out this boy is a total selfish lying jerk. but oh boy is he good looking. im just going to try to describe to you his glorious appearance. hes kind of tall and skinny, but you can tell he has a muscular build. blonde hair, perfect length, kind of fohawked in the front. blue eyes. beautiful skin. perfectly white straight straight teeth. his face... well lets just say he has the most wonderful facial structure of anyone i have ever seen. he's not hot, hes just a beautiful, drop dead gorgeous boy. and he's so easy to talk to... and when he laughs his face just lights up and you get a glimpse of his perfect teeth.... yeah anyways, hes dumb. my friend who will remain nameless for the sake of his shame, od'd on some serious meds over break and was hospitialized for quite some time, followed by 5 days in rehab that did close to nothing for him. but he's so precious. i would date him. another boy who will also be nameless... okay fine, austin, well i just wish he would realize how perfect his life would be if i was in it. haha. new discovery: ubf dubstep. amazing. its like... hardcore techno with a realy heavy bass and random girls moaning. its just amazing.