february 19th 2010.

well... currently, right now, i am sitting on Aaron Roberts upstairs couch with Haden Paul Jensen watching them play call of duty and listening to haden say 'i love weed hangovers' over and over again.. and he just told me he was born without a belly button. and it just made me realize... i love my life. like a lot. yeah so what, one of my old really good friends is sitting in juvy/rehab most likely strapped down to a chair a steel walled room so he doesnt attempt to escape again. so what i have an F in math and i tried to go to tutoring today but all the gates were locked so i walked around looking like a retard. so what i have no boy. so what the prom theme is the 1940's and there's no possibilty i could ever get a date in a billion years. but its all good. im happy. haden just asked me if there was a difference between a stoner and someone who smokes weed a lot for enjoyment. oh man.... i love these kids. the key here is, hang out, observe from a distance. indirectly. not get attached and learn from their mistakes. ill know exactly what to do when i have kids. i'll know all of their secrets and when they are lying. because i have seen these kids get away with lying to their parents and makng stupid decisions. and therefore, my life will never get that bad. boom. i'm brilliant. ohhh dear.... yeah i think i'm going to go home now. haha life is good. so in 5 years. im going to be a great hairstylist and married to a hot man. the end.