Wedding Planning.

Boom. Here it is. I was hit with inspiration in my sleep and an hour on the internet later... I have the basic rough outline.
colors: black white gray and a little light pink accents. classy right? yeah i know. i planned it that way.

isn't that preshh?! i quite like it.

okay so this was the first cake i found that i like... but then i was thinkin, is it too... casual for a wedding? idk but it's freakin adorable.

and this... yeah this is the one i want. a little light pink with pearls. so cute.

alright i mostly got this picture for the table cloths in the upper right. how cute is that?! so i was thinkin black and white striped table cloths, white chairs with a sash on it (featured somewhere below) pink satin kind of gathered in the middle for some sort of centerpiece (also somewhat featured below) and lots of pearls kind of tossed cuteely onto the light pink satin. it might be kind of busy with the pink, pearls, stripes and the candle centerpieces but whatever. deal with it. i also like the silver chadeleire. if thats how it's spelled..

idea for the chair sashes.

idea for centerpeices. i don't love it... but i kind of like it. ya know? maybe light pink roses and pearls in it. lotsss of pearls.

brides maid shoes. i want to stick with black shoes i think, but all different styles.

okay for the bridesmaid dresses, i want all LBD's. it's simple and plain, but dress it up with jewlery and fun black pumps... it will be good. and these aint no jc penny dresses. these are all from bloomingdales and nordstrom. these dresses are roughly 400 each.. :)

more shoes. i love black gladiator sandals... :)

another bridesmaid dress. im thinkin 6-10 bridesmaids. all different LBD's and shoes. the simple dresses played up with lots of bling and pearl jewlery.

bridesmaid. ehhh on this one.

sicne one of my colors is pale pastel pink... i couldn't resist putting this pic in. haha

love the wingtip style. LOVE it.

ehhh on this dress too..

so cute. right? yes i know.

kate spade. ADORABLE. i need these.

her hair is atrocious. but i like the simplicity of the dress.

an idea for table candles... i dont knoqw how much im diggin it but whatever.

this is one of my fav bridesmaid dresses. sooo simple but so cute.

okay.... i almost for sure wont be doing this, but i kind of like the sweater vests

gray suit. definitely.

another guy wardrobe idea...

okayy... look at that gray suit trimmed with white. that's so hot. pleas ignore the stripped socks, i just loved the suit. and i kind of like the tie too... but that most likely wont happen either. haha







dress idea. loveee itttt.. and i kind of really like her hair too

More ideas are coming in the future! but i want my reception in doors... somewhere nice, clean, simple, contemporary. i saw an idea where they spelled cute little words out with scrabble letteres... that could be good. and i want all black and white wedding pictures on display. black picture frames, maybe somewhat antiqued on the sides. hung with black/light pink ribbon from the wall, tied with a bow on the top. my husband will be HOT. our engagement pictures.... i will wear skinny jeans, a cute ruffle/possibly floral satin/silk/idk top with a blazer over and heels. cute neckalce/jewlery. hair down, long, gorgeous, dark... big thick, loose waved with possibly a cujte headband. flower? idk. and my gorgeous hunk will wear.. a gray vest. other than that, yeah i dont know. haha the end.

A New Breed of Rapper. (the gorgeous breed.)

One Word. SAM ADAMS. when you think rapper you think, gross black man who drives an Escalade and writes stupid lyrics about drugs and sex. then came eminem. (NOT ah-na-neim. which is definitely how i thought you said it..) and he was the white rapper breed. who looks like a disgusting 45 year old drug dealer who's second home was a tattoo parlor. gag. speaking of which, isn't weird how he got super super popular and now he's dead? maybe that's because people realized he sucks. but then.... came the new breed of rapper. (ps, when i googled sam adams it came up with "the new breed of rapper" that's where i got it.) sam adams. he's freakin attractive.not crazy about his music yet.. but i'm sure it will grow on me. i used to hate kid cudi back in the day too... yeah. oh ps i just finished my first haircut. it looks good btw.

Benjamin, dear dear Bejamin.

so the curious case of benjamin button is on netflix live streaming. the whole second half of the movie where brad pitt looks younger... pretty much i dont comprehend what's going on with theplot because i am far to busy hyperventalating watching that hot hunk of a man and a hot blonde ballerina. he's so hot. i really have just been inspired to take up ballet dancing and marry a hot young fella. ya know what.. i just remembered one time last year i was hanging out with austin at the park at like 11 at night. and ben lamson showed up. and austin kept calling him benjamin. woops, this whole stupid movie just got ruined thinking about austin and his gorgeous navy blue super v neck he wore yesterday.

february 19th 2010.

well... currently, right now, i am sitting on Aaron Roberts upstairs couch with Haden Paul Jensen watching them play call of duty and listening to haden say 'i love weed hangovers' over and over again.. and he just told me he was born without a belly button. and it just made me realize... i love my life. like a lot. yeah so what, one of my old really good friends is sitting in juvy/rehab most likely strapped down to a chair a steel walled room so he doesnt attempt to escape again. so what i have an F in math and i tried to go to tutoring today but all the gates were locked so i walked around looking like a retard. so what i have no boy. so what the prom theme is the 1940's and there's no possibilty i could ever get a date in a billion years. but its all good. im happy. haden just asked me if there was a difference between a stoner and someone who smokes weed a lot for enjoyment. oh man.... i love these kids. the key here is, hang out, observe from a distance. indirectly. not get attached and learn from their mistakes. ill know exactly what to do when i have kids. i'll know all of their secrets and when they are lying. because i have seen these kids get away with lying to their parents and makng stupid decisions. and therefore, my life will never get that bad. boom. i'm brilliant. ohhh dear.... yeah i think i'm going to go home now. haha life is good. so in 5 years. im going to be a great hairstylist and married to a hot man. the end.

the past 2 weeks in a nutshell.

oh hello long forgotten blog. so since we have last spoken, life has been typical. ya know, gorgeous boys who are jerks, gorgeous boys who aren't interested in me, lack of money and clothing options, friends overdosing and in and out of icu/rehab... life's just fun. to go into more detail, cj has a thing with my really good friend kacie over winter break. then he crushes her soul and decides to come to my ward and visit me and ask me on a date. ummm yeah turned out this boy is a total selfish lying jerk. but oh boy is he good looking. im just going to try to describe to you his glorious appearance. hes kind of tall and skinny, but you can tell he has a muscular build. blonde hair, perfect length, kind of fohawked in the front. blue eyes. beautiful skin. perfectly white straight straight teeth. his face... well lets just say he has the most wonderful facial structure of anyone i have ever seen. he's not hot, hes just a beautiful, drop dead gorgeous boy. and he's so easy to talk to... and when he laughs his face just lights up and you get a glimpse of his perfect teeth.... yeah anyways, hes dumb. my friend who will remain nameless for the sake of his shame, od'd on some serious meds over break and was hospitialized for quite some time, followed by 5 days in rehab that did close to nothing for him. but he's so precious. i would date him. another boy who will also be nameless... okay fine, austin, well i just wish he would realize how perfect his life would be if i was in it. haha. new discovery: ubf dubstep. amazing. its like... hardcore techno with a realy heavy bass and random girls moaning. its just amazing.

Guess what i just discovered? I can text messages to be posted on my blog. This has potential to be addicting...

Another thought... Am i boy crazy? I think i have a rare form of hormone inbalances. As in, ever since 9th grade all i think about is males. Shoot.

Here's a thought. I get off the phone, look down, my whole screen is covered in thick foundation. Maybe i wear too much makeup.. Haha

ya see... some celebs are just hot.

ya see.. i used to be obsessed with celebrities. like obsessed. i made flash cards and trained my 2 year old sister. it was pathetic. recently i have rediscovered them. not as badly of course. and now its not so much celebrity gossip as much as what they wear. i have been inspired by some looks recently so i just thought i would share with the world. enjoy, be ready to be enlightened.

Vanessa Hudgens. i hate her. first of all, look at that hunk on her arm... i personally dont think a skanky ex disney girl should get him. but you have to admit... she's kind of really attractive.

see, shes classy. just classy, not weird. classy

okay look at this... how do people put these together?! comfy, cute, casual. and her hair is so unkept and middle part-y but it just works.

soo cute. like, how does she do this?

Jennifier Aniston. I have always loved her. ever since friends, just totally in love with her. she sucks as an actor, she never wears a bra and her style is kind of trashy. but i love her. i mean who looks like this when they are 43? plus she was married to brad pit.. yeah. end of story.

love her hair. always have.

okayy... look at this freakin pony tail! sooo cute. SO cute!


Audrina Patridge.

what else can i say... she's hot.

adorable. see after i had my dark black hair incident, i just kept thinkingg of this picture. didnt comfort me much because as you can see, shes tan and hot. in reality, no one can pull off the Audrina look. and the pony tails! oh and by the way, a couple weeks ago audrina's hair went lighter brown with major highlights. just like how mine was before my incident... psh! ridiculous.

yeahh... look at that side braid. that is a beast side braid, not gonna lie.

this is one of the rare pictures where she is wearing something cute. i was on a google images hunt.. all i could find was nasty biki shots where her fake DDD's are hangin all over the place. and then pictures of her being all goth rocker and what not. but even that look, she pulls it off.

look at that! HAWT. if you really observe her face though, you will see she has interesting features that shouldnt look good. like saggy eyes and a really wide jaw. but.... somehow it works.





Jessica Alba. in my opinion, she mixes everything ugly and gets something precious.

look at those cargo pants... umm, ew? but not.

FAV.

red plaid with brown and navy? love it. and the bun? loveee it.

Moment of Enlightenment.

Vintage wedding: http://greenweddingshoes.com/real-wedding-stephanie-brians-vintage-outdoor-wedding/
Rustic wedding. umm sooo cute. http://greenweddingshoes.com/real-wedding-stacy-pauls-anthropolgie-inspired-wedding/
oh my goodness... thats hot. http://greenweddingshoes.com/vintage-inspired-love-story/
okay love the decor, LOVE her dress... holyy. love the guys ties. don't like the flowers so much.http://greenweddingshoes.com/real-wedding-catie-bens-vintage-inspired-backyard-wedding/
okay i love it. only thing... i dont think the bride should look like a garden fairy or something. im not going to wear a flowered wreath on my head, i like civilization. but.... the groom in his little bouree hat thing. yeah i pretty much love that. that's hot. or is it just weird? i dont even know.. but i love it.http://greenweddingshoes.com/real-wedding-tahni-josephs-bohemian-french-inspired-wedding/
don't get me wrong, i love the notebook. i lovee it. and i love these pictures. but i have some problems with this. #1 that guy is no where near the attractiveness level he should be to dress like ryan gosling. sorry. #2 i think this is just cheasy. #4 why did they even throw in the one of him taking off her tights or whatever? somewhat disturbing? yeah i think so. crossed the line right there. #3 painting naked? really?! noo.http://greenweddingshoes.com/the-notebook-inspired-engagement-photos/

So just now, while i was cutting off all my split ends, I was wallowing in self pitty, moaning in different octaives and trying to soind like a dying goat all at the same time. If you can imagine, world, this took up a decent amount of time from my busy life, hence the fact that i might possibly have more split ends than active brain cells at times/ I was thinking about how i really want my engagment pictures to be super vintage looking with like an early 40's car and an old barn in the background with cool lighting effects. Dont worry, i included a link to my inspiration. then i realized... where the heck am i going to find a 40's vehicle and a barn? as i was worrying about that i got hit but even more intense reality... where the heckk am i going to find a boy to take these pictures with in the first place?! anywayss... since no one's reading this let me just say. Cole Tipton= attractive. Austin Boubelik= cannot marry him. Bently, Bridget, Braxton, and Brooklyn Boubelik just doesn't sound good.

Update on life since 8th grade.

last day of sophmore year. look how tan my legs look!

me kelsey and kelcie. at lunch. yeahh..

kylee and haden. they have a thing. haha wow this is just too fun. i could be here a while.

evit friends.

me kelcie and shae in dance last year. that was an interesting experience... anyways, shae happens to be connor's (featured below) current girlfriend.

this is cody's concert last year. sorry i look fat and haden looks mental..

this is the stake service project. my 3 best friends plus cody myler hatch and haden paul jensen. yes.

this... well this was taken to attempt to capture our lunch table's daily experiences.pretty much this is what goes down everyday... me kelcie and kelsey stare at these males and talk about how precious they are while they mess around and do stupid stuff and draw on walls and set my phone's language to spanish(which is whats happening here) and beg people for money and laugh about inside jokes. and then... occasionally they notice us staring at them. hence connor's facial expression. unfortunately... tj and austin aren't fetured in this amazing photography. but haden ina flannel and cody in that poncho.. yeah it was kind of a well dressed day. too bad connor didn't wear his baseball tee that day.. ohh dangg.

Well hello again, world.

So i figured... it could be super fun to post all sorts of random stuff on here because guess what? #1 no one follows my blog so i wont have to worry about anyone reading it. #2 blogfs are definitely a trend of the older generation. #3i haven't added anything since The Jonas Brothers in 8th grade. ew. yeah. its gonna be good. watch out world, you're about to get hit with the gossip of Heidi Shield's life.

Random Pics

These are some photo booth shots and i think they are just so cool! I love how in the left side, it took 3 pictures to get everyone centered... :)

I think That is just like the coolest thing ever made with feet. And its even better because i am wearing the awesomest pants. If only i had Malia's adorable shoes... that would so finish the look! haha

This is my best buddy Casey!

This is me making a weird face and my best buddy Lara!

And this is a star... complete with kelseys phone....

Labor DAy Weekend

This is at Kelseys B-Day Party. Lara just loved these Little Splat things! 2 bad pretty much everybodys popped within a couple hours of getting them!
Haha Emma Loved them too!
Kelsey Acsessorized with these wonderful glow jewelry The pigs loved giving each other piggy backs.